A letter for Managernya Komo

Dear, awesome me.

For your health,
keep being a healthy body
keep being a human who rarely suffer influenza
be consistent to do exercise
be a clean creature
keep being a tidy man

For your greediness,
you actually someone who are very grateful
but your revenge to your bad past life makes you seem like a fucker
just thank to your deepest heart, somewhat always askes you to dzikrillah
than you be aware that God really gives you everything the best

For your being overthinking,
at first you got disturbed
just remember two years ago you got stressed in your every single night for your thinking everything hadn't happened?
just thank again to your God!
He makes you be aware
to keep having your this kind of thing
not to try to get rid this off
but you just need to control
as your early warning for your failure
then you become a hardworker

For your being unable to communicate in a community,
it's not your fault
don't blame on yourself
you are not a silent person
but you haven't been able to live well in a big community
you don't want to connect with a big crowded
even you prefer to be alone than being with your bestfriend
listen to me, another yourself!
it's not a syndrome
it's a normal
you just want to live around people you trust and they trust you
you can share with them and they share with you
you need to know
that being alone or being with only some  people around you make you better to plan anything
you ain't need to pay along not funny jokes
and they ain't need to find any topics to talk to you

For your romance,
it's not about how you are not the expert in this one
you are just too lazy to do
you are aware you ain't have your own money to pay anything
you just need to get your work, get money, and get your supporting woman
it's really okay

and the last one is For your insecurities,
so far many people judge you great but egoistic
you only need to continue your planning everything
keep being forward not to listen preachy and unneeded people
but remember
you are not alone in this world
just promise you would be more to look around you
not thinking about yourself only
then keep learning anything
than you can describe and analyze everything as well

Keep connecting with your The Esa God, Allah SWT.
Barakallaah,